Stop overthinking those problems. take each of it as a challenge. so just do what ever you are doing, properly. with full of your commitment. be patient. dont let yourself get down just because of those matters. all things happened with reasons. think about the bright side and believe me you can do it. dont let your parents disappoint  with you ya. try your best! 

p/s: if you want someone with Volkswagen Golf GTI, Penthouse and shopping privellege at Pavillion and KLCC, you got to have it for your own first (the most mengada wishes ever, hope to be true! Amin. thehehe!)